The Could-have-been-a-retirement-job

Hookay... I just wanted to share what my crazy life's been going through lately.

The kick-ass job... I have finally decided to let it pass. Yeah, yeah... I am stupidly crazy for letting this "semi-retirement" job go. There are several reasons that I guess most of you would not understand why I had to let go of this job. I thought about it over and over and I am not fully convinced that I should risk everything, my life, my career, my future plans, my long-term goals. With this job offer, there's just too much variables that I cannot control and not even the company sponsoring me could minimize or guarantee. At this point in my life, I should at least have something to hold on to that is sure, guaranteed and would surely yield something good. Not that I have stopped seizing the day nor making the most out of my life... I am still that kind of person, trust me. It's just that I am trying to be logically smart about this choice and I cannot risk my current company's and my client's business relationship with each other. I believe in Karma.

Now, let's just put that "could-have-been-a-retirement-job" under my belt just like the first one that I let pass. I know there's more to this life that God wants me to do. Things happen for a reason and this occasion is just one of those times that He wants to reaffirm me that I am always blessed and my prayers are answered. Maybe not exactly what I was praying for but it is definitely what I deserve and what He wants me to have.

This life's just been awesomely great and I can never be thankful enough to Him.