I'm at crossroads. I have big decisions to make and bigger problems to solve.

As you know, I am on working visa here in the US. My contract is expiring mid next year. The economy is bad and of course, my current employer is also suffering from this economic downturn. I am leaning towards not renewing my contract and just move back to Manila where I know I can get a good job. My GG does not want me to move back. Period. Now he wants us to get married so I can stay here legally which anyway he's been planning to do next year. Getting a greencard takes time and money. Yes, it is difficult!!!

I spoke with my parents and they told me that any time that I want to go back home, they'll be happy take me. I love my GG. I love my family too. I just want to make the best decision. Getting married still scares the hell out of me. I know that my GG will be a very good husband but I am scared that I might not be a good wife. =(

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