One more day!

One more day to forever... to never eating dinner alone again! Yehey!!!

I think I'm more scared than excited.

You want to know what happiness is?

It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see him in his most peaceful, innocent and vulnerable state. He breathes as though the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulder but his own. You smile, kiss his face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake him. You turn back around and involuntarily a grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and in this moment, you know it doesn't get any better than this...

---Taken from a friend's status post in FB. =) Now I can relate.

The Bridezilla

I guess I'm supposed to write down my New Year's resolution this 2010 but then my mind is just too preoccuppied with more important life events that are more blog-worthy. I am getting married on the 16th. Yes, January 16th 2010, exactly 10 days from now. Were you hoping it was 2011? LOL. Just a few more days and my single life is about to end. *UGH!* Wedding jitters is setting in. I think I'm turning into a bridezilla!!! Last night, fiance and I had a fight about wedding preparations. He complains that I don't talk when I am upset. I thought men do not like naggers? I thought men do not like being shouted at? Oh well, my fiance probably does not belong to "most men". Maybe you'll ask what we argued about... it was a sudden change of reservations previously made by the mother-in-law which I guess deserves a separate blog to rant about.

Anyway, we're just going to do the civil wedding in Las Vegas since his family lives there. It'll just be a small ceremony at the county office *because I refuse to walk down the aisle if it's not a Catholic church* and a dinner at Ceres *fine dining resto at JW Marriott in Summerlin*. Nothing really fancy because we're still doing the church wedding in Manila in Feb 2011 *tentative* which is the REAL wedding I want to recognize. This civil wedding will be a very small one with like 20 people who are very close to us *which does not include any of my immediate family members*. We just have to do the civil thing just to get my papers started.

Now I understand what the Bridezilla tv show is about. I thought they were just insane women to start with but I realized that the pressure and stress of making a dream wedding come true is sometimes too much to bear for someone. So yeah... I am getting married. Wish me luck that I keep my sanity intact until after the big day. This is it!!!